I repeated Dad’s words to make sure I had heard them correctly. “Harder than it needs to be?”
“That came out wrong,” he said.
I could hear how much he wanted it to be a small mistake we could set aside. Mom was upset. Vanessa was looking at her plate. Daniel had gone silent. Anyone walking past would have seen a family struggling through an uncomfortable surprise. I knew how easy it would be to help them past it: accept the congratulations, let Mom touch my hand, and leave the old arguments where they had always lived.
“I think you want this to be over today,” I told Dad. “You can tell people you were shocked, I can say it’s fine, and next Easter it’s a story everybody laughs about.”
“Would that be so terrible?” Mom asked. She was trying to find a way forward.
“Yes,” I said. “Because I need you to hear what happened before today.”
Vanessa wiped at her cheek. “I’m sorry I called you stupid.”
I believed she was ashamed. I also remembered the ease with which she had said it when she thought I worked for an hourly wage. “Would you have apologized if Rachel hadn’t come over?” I asked.
She did not answer.
“What if I earned forty thousand dollars a year at StyleHub?” I looked around the table. “Would any of you have thought the joke was cruel?”
Mom’s face tightened. Dad looked toward the water. I wished one of them would tell me yes and explain why they had been silent earlier. No one did. The answer mattered more to me than anything Rachel had announced. They had been willing to watch Vanessa belittle work they believed was ordinary. That would still have been wrong if the merger had fallen apart that morning.
Vanessa set down her napkin. “You haven’t exactly made it easy to know you, Audrey.”
“That’s true,” I said.
She looked surprised to hear me agree. She began listing the things I had stopped sharing: who I dated, where I lived, what I did on weekends. She knew I missed some family gatherings and arrived late to others. I let her finish. There was a time when I had given her those details freely. She had passed them along as material for jokes or comparisons. Eventually I protected the small, good parts of my life by keeping them for people who treated them gently.
“I did pull away,” I said. “I got tired of dreading what you’d say about anything I brought home.”
“That isn’t all on me.”
“No.” I turned to my parents. “You taught us that we were competing. Vanessa learned how to win your attention. I learned when to stop trying.”
Mom stared at me. Dad’s jaw moved as though he was preparing a reply, but he said nothing. I remembered the framed photograph from Vanessa’s school committee and my certificate beneath the mail. Neither incident could explain a family on its own. Put beside a hundred others, they explained why I had felt relief when I learned to make decisions without telling them first.
Rachel came to my side and waited until I looked up. “I’m sorry to interrupt. The front desk needs an answer about the reservation.”
Vanessa’s eyes narrowed. “What answer?”
Rachel checked the details before speaking. The booking included four suites, our private brunch service, the terrace, and an afternoon spa package. The outstanding amount was sixty-seven thousand dollars. Mom nearly dropped her glass. Daniel reached across the table for the reservation information and asked whether the estimate included the full package. Vanessa said he had assured her the rate was covered. He said he believed it was.
I knew Daniel could pay the bill. I also knew the front desk team would be left explaining the charges if the family argued about them at checkout. Dad turned toward me before Rachel had finished. “Since you own the place…” He stopped, leaving me to complete the request. I looked at the people who had known about my ownership for less than an hour. They had found an immediate use for it.
“Put today’s booking on my ownership account,” I told Rachel.
Mom released a breath. “Audrey, that’s generous.”
“I’m doing it for the staff,” I said. “They shouldn’t spend Easter sorting out a dispute over our table.”
Daniel began to object that there would have been no dispute. I told him I was glad, then asked Rachel to confirm that no employee would be questioned over the estimate. She said she would handle it. I did not want the person who had arranged the lilies or the waiter who had noticed my empty cup to pay for an argument among relatives.
Dad frowned. “You can let us thank you.”
“You can,” I said. “I also need to be clear that I won’t do this again.”
Mom looked confused. Vanessa asked whether I meant the resort. “The resort, the stores, and the company,” I said. “If you book here again, you pay the rate. If you shop at StyleHub, you pay for what you buy. A proposal involving one of my businesses goes through the people who review proposals. Rachel and the rest of my staff aren’t here to arrange favors for my relatives.”
Daniel set down the reservation details. “No one has asked for a business favor.”
“I know.” I kept my eyes on him long enough to make clear that I was speaking about the future. His firm had sought meetings with mine before that day. I had no reason to treat another request differently because we had eaten brunch together.
Mom reached toward me again. This time I moved my hand to my lap. “Are you shutting us out?” she asked.
“I’m telling you what I can and can’t offer right now.” I could hear a tremor in my own voice and waited for it to pass. “You’ve had years of access to my life. You didn’t have to know the value of my shares to be interested in it.”
Vanessa looked at me for a long time. I could not tell whether she was angry or finally remembering the conversations I remembered. Dad’s expression changed when I said “right now.” Until then, I thought, he had assumed I would remain available however the morning ended. I had assumed it too, for far longer than I wanted to admit.
A waiter brought dessert while we sat without speaking. Small chocolate mousses were arranged to resemble Easter eggs, each with a thin layer of raspberry glaze. I thanked him, and he withdrew with the discreet speed of someone who knew the table was in trouble. The glaze cracked beneath my spoon. Around us, other families kept eating and talking. The pianist had moved to a slower song.
Vanessa rubbed a trace of mascara from beneath one eye. “I am sorry,” she said. “For the jokes. For today.”
I asked her which joke she remembered most clearly. She looked at me, then down at the dessert she had not touched. “I don’t know,” she admitted.
“I remember them,” I said. I did not recite them. She had heard me say enough that morning, and I needed her to do some of the remembering herself.
Ethan leaned forward after a while. “Could I ask Audrey something about her company?” He looked between us, aware that his question might be badly timed.
“Please,” I said.
“How did you start it?”
It was the first question anyone in my family had asked that day about the work itself. I told him I had worked retail in college and kept seeing popular sizes run out while unsold stock crowded the back rooms. I had met managers who knew their customers extraordinarily well but were asked to make decisions using late or incomplete reports. At Stanford, I met Maya Franklin and Owen Grant. They understood how to build the tools I had imagined, and they were willing to find out whether stores actually wanted them.
“Our first version broke at the worst possible time,” I told him. “A customer needed a forecast before placing a holiday order. Maya, Owen, and I spent most of two nights getting it working again.”
“Did they stay with you?” Ethan asked.
“Eventually. We had to earn their trust back.”
He smiled. “That part never makes it into the articles.”
“No,” I said. “But it’s the part I remember.”
Mom had been listening. “I didn’t know you liked helping younger people with ideas.”
“You never asked,” I said. The words came out without anger. She looked down anyway.
Rachel checked the time and reminded me that the resort’s renovation meeting was fifteen minutes away. I stood. Ethan asked whether he could show me a project he was working on, and I told him to call my office next week. He looked pleased, then nervous, as though he intended to spend the week improving it. I hoped he would. It was good to have something definite to say yes to before I left the table.
Dad stood when I did. “Could we speak alone for a minute?”
Rachel stepped back. “I’ll meet you inside,” she said.
I asked Dad what he wanted to discuss. He glanced at Daniel and then toward the railing. “Business,” he said.
I had heard him mention Northcrest Manufacturing earlier. I also knew his lenders had resisted the financing. Still, I followed him a few steps away from the table. He gripped the railing and looked out over the water before speaking. “My Northcrest acquisition needs support. Your name on it could help us get better terms.”
He watched my face for the opening he expected to find. I thought of the invitation on my phone and of him at the table that morning, telling me I was making things difficult. “No,” I said.
“Audrey, you haven’t heard the proposal.”
“I heard what you need from me.” I could have asked for the papers, delayed the answer, let him believe he had a chance. He was my father, and I knew a refusal would hurt. I also knew that attaching my name to his deal because we were related would undo the boundary I had drawn minutes earlier. I told him he could submit a proposal through the normal process if he wished. Then I went inside to meet Rachel.
Click here to continue reading: PART 5: After I Refused to Put My Name on Dad’s Deal, He Followed Me Into the Lobby to Ask for Something Else
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