A nurse guided me out before I understood I was moving.<\/p>\n
\u201cStay right here.\u201d<\/p>\n
She placed me beside a chair in the corridor, close enough to see through the glass but far enough that the team could work.<\/p>\n
I did not sit.<\/p>\n
Inside, Dr. Bennett bent over Lily. Another doctor stood near her head. Someone called out a number, and someone else repeated it.<\/p>\n
My phone remained in my hand.<\/p>\n
Daniel said, \u201cEmily?\u201d<\/p>\n
For a second, I almost answered the way I always had.<\/p>\n
Yes?<\/p>\n
Tell me what you need.<\/p>\n
Then I looked through the glass.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere are the doses?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat\u2019s happening?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhere are they?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou need to calm down.\u201d<\/p>\n
I pressed the phone so hard against my ear that the edge hurt.<\/p>\n
\u201cThe medication. Give me a location.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t appreciate being spoken to like this.\u201d<\/p>\n
I could hear a television behind him.<\/p>\n
That detail would stay with me longer than some of the larger ones.<\/p>\n
He was somewhere with a television playing while our daughter\u2019s room filled with emergency staff.<\/p>\n
\u201cDaniel.\u201d<\/p>\n
My voice sounded unfamiliar.<\/p>\n
\u201cIf there is any chance to get it back, you are going to tell me now.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s with Vanessa.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAt her home?\u201d<\/p>\n
He hesitated.<\/p>\n
\u201cSome of it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat does that mean?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI arranged delivery to the outpatient clinic.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhich clinic?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt isn\u2019t that simple.\u201d<\/p>\n
I turned toward the nurses\u2019 station.<\/p>\n
A woman in dark blue scrubs was watching me. I beckoned her over because I could not bear to shout away from the phone and lose what he said next.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe says an outpatient clinic has the medication.\u201d<\/p>\n
She took a pen from her pocket.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhich one?\u201d<\/p>\n
I repeated the question.<\/p>\n
Daniel gave the name of a clinic affiliated with the hospital network.<\/p>\n
The woman wrote it down.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow many doses?\u201d<\/p>\n
He tried to ask whether Dr. Bennett was still there.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow many?\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
He gave a number.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat time did they go?\u201d<\/p>\n
Another answer.<\/p>\n
It was astonishing how much information he possessed once I stopped asking him to justify himself.<\/p>\n
The nurse pointed at my screen.<\/p>\n
\u201cMay I speak to him?\u201d<\/p>\n
I handed it over.<\/p>\n
She introduced herself as the charge nurse and repeated the questions in a voice that offered no opening for marital arguments.<\/p>\n
I stood beside her, watching the room.<\/p>\n
Someone adjusted equipment near Lily\u2019s mouth.<\/p>\n
My knees began to shake.<\/p>\n
I gripped the back of the chair.<\/p>\n
The charge nurse asked whether any doses had already been administered.<\/p>\n
Daniel said he did not know.<\/p>\n
\u201cWho accepted the shipment?\u201d<\/p>\n
He named a person.<\/p>\n
She asked whether he had contacted that person.<\/p>\n
He said the clinic had closed.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen give us the after-hours number.\u201d<\/p>\n
He claimed he did not have it.<\/p>\n
She looked at me.<\/p>\n
The expression lasted less than a second, but I understood it.<\/p>\n
She did not believe him.<\/p>\n
Neither did I.<\/p>\n
She returned the phone and went to the desk.<\/p>\n
I heard her asking for the network pharmacy supervisor.<\/p>\n
Daniel started speaking again.<\/p>\n
\u201cEmily, listen to me.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m listening.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe can handle this without involving everyone.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the people inside Lily\u2019s room.<\/p>\n
Everyone was already involved.<\/p>\n
They were holding the consequences of his decision in their hands.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou should have thought about that before you sent it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t expect this.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou knew why she needed it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat doesn\u2019t mean I expected her to deteriorate tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n
For one terrible moment, I understood the shape of his defense.<\/p>\n
He had wanted his decision to be judged by the outcome he imagined, not the danger he knowingly created.<\/p>\n
He had counted on Lily surviving the delay.<\/p>\n
He would call that confidence.<\/p>\n
I would call it gambling with a child who could not consent.<\/p>\n
\u201cTell the nurse everything,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
\u201cI already did.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen call the clinic.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not making calls while you\u2019re threatening me.\u201d<\/p>\n
I ended the conversation.<\/p>\n
Not because I wanted to.<\/p>\n
Because the charge nurse had come back and said, \u201cWe need your phone available.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stared at the blank screen.<\/p>\n
After years of waiting for Daniel to finish speaking, ending that call felt like stepping off something high.<\/p>\n
There was no satisfaction in it.<\/p>\n
There was only space for the next necessary thing.<\/p>\n
The charge nurse brought me into a small consultation room beside the corridor. She left the door open.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou can see her room from here.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIs she dying?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThey\u2019re treating her.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat isn\u2019t what I asked.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n
She sat close enough that I could hear without concentrating.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t have an answer yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
I nodded.<\/p>\n
I hated the answer.<\/p>\n
I trusted it.<\/p>\n
She asked whether I had any messages from Daniel about the medication.<\/p>\n
\u201cNot about taking it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKeep everything you have.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWas the call recorded?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot automatically.\u201d<\/p>\n
I felt panic rise again.<\/p>\n
\u201cHe\u2019ll deny it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cDr. Bennett heard him. Staff heard him. There will also be records to examine.\u201d<\/p>\n
The records.<\/p>\n
I had been thinking of what Daniel said as something that might vanish if I could not repeat it accurately.<\/p>\n
She reminded me that a medication did not move through a hospital network by force of personality alone.<\/p>\n
Someone entered a change.<\/p>\n
Someone accepted an instruction.<\/p>\n
Someone labeled a shipment.<\/p>\n
Someone signed for it.<\/p>\n
The nurse asked if I wanted another person called.<\/p>\n
\u201cMy sister,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
I gave her the number because I could not make my fingers work properly.<\/p>\n
My sister did not ask why I was crying.<\/p>\n
She asked where to go.<\/p>\n
That was enough.<\/p>\n
When she arrived, she wore shoes without socks and a sweatshirt turned inside out at one sleeve.<\/p>\n
She had left in a hurry.<\/p>\n
I saw those details before I saw her face.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat do you need?\u201d<\/p>\n
I shook my head.<\/p>\n
She stood beside me.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen I\u2019ll stay.\u201d<\/p>\n
Inside Lily\u2019s room, the activity had become less frantic.<\/p>\n
That frightened me in a different way.<\/p>\n
I did not know whether quiet meant improvement or defeat.<\/p>\n
Dr. Bennett eventually came out.<\/p>\n
I stood too quickly and struck my knee against the chair.<\/p>\n
\u201cShe has a heartbeat,\u201d he said before I could ask.<\/p>\n
I covered my mouth.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ve stabilized her for the moment. She needs substantial support.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan I see her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes, briefly. Then I need to talk with you.\u201d<\/p>\n
He did not say fine.<\/p>\n
He did not say out of danger.<\/p>\n
But he said heartbeat.<\/p>\n
I held on to that word.<\/p>\n
Lily looked different.<\/p>\n
There was more equipment around her. More tubing. More tape.<\/p>\n
The blanket had been pulled higher.<\/p>\n
A nurse adjusted the rail and made room for me.<\/p>\n
\u201cTalk to her,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n
I touched the part of Lily\u2019s arm that was clear of lines.<\/p>\n
\u201cYour bridge is safe,\u201d I told her.<\/p>\n
It was a foolish thing to say.<\/p>\n
The original bridge was not safe. It was probably in pieces at school.<\/p>\n
But I meant something else.<\/p>\n
The life she expected to return to had not been discarded.<\/p>\n
Her books. Her projects. Her questions about whether caterpillars slept.<\/p>\n
I was keeping those things for her.<\/p>\n
Dr. Bennett waited until I stepped back.<\/p>\n
\u201cThe treatment she missed remains important,\u201d he said. \u201cWe are also using other measures to support her.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow long can those work?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re reassessing continuously.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan you recover what he sent?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPharmacy is working on that, and on obtaining replacement stock from another facility.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGive her whatever you need to.\u201d<\/p>\n
He nodded.<\/p>\n
No one asked me to choose a specific drug.<\/p>\n
No one turned my desperation into a medical decision I was unqualified to make.<\/p>\n
They asked permission for procedures. They explained risks. They told me what they were doing and why.<\/p>\n
I answered as carefully as I could.<\/p>\n
My sister wrote things down.<\/p>\n
When I forgot what a doctor had said, she read it back.<\/p>\n
That was how we got through the next hour.<\/p>\n
Not with bravery.<\/p>\n
With paper, water, and someone remembering the sentence I could not hold.<\/p>\n
The pharmacy supervisor arrived shortly after midnight.<\/p>\n
She introduced herself and asked whether I could describe Daniel\u2019s admission again.<\/p>\n
I looked toward Lily\u2019s room.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs this helping her?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt helps us identify exactly what happened to the allocation. Another team is arranging replacement medication.\u201d<\/p>\n
I told her everything.<\/p>\n
I did not embellish.<\/p>\n
I did not call Daniel names.<\/p>\n
I repeated the words I remembered and admitted when I could not recall an exact phrase.<\/p>\n
She asked when the call began.<\/p>\n
I showed her the call history.<\/p>\n
She noted the time.<\/p>\n
Then she asked whether Daniel had been involved in Lily\u2019s medication logistics before.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes. He told us the allocation was confirmed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYesterday?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe first evening.\u201d<\/p>\n
She wrote that down too.<\/p>\n
Her expression did not change much.<\/p>\n
That made me uneasy.<\/p>\n
I wanted outrage.<\/p>\n
What I needed was precision.<\/p>\n
\u201cCan he delete what he did?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019re preserving the relevant records.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan he still change things?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHis access is being restricted while this is investigated.\u201d<\/p>\n
Being restricted.<\/p>\n
Those words were the first indication that the hospital had stopped treating him as someone who would help solve the problem.<\/p>\n
He was now part of the problem they were containing.<\/p>\n
My phone lit up.<\/p>\n
Daniel.<\/p>\n
I showed the supervisor.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou can let it ring,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n
I did.<\/p>\n
He called again.<\/p>\n
Then he texted.<\/p>\n
You\u2019re letting people misunderstand this.<\/p>\n
Another message followed.<\/p>\n
Tell Bennett the allocation was temporary.<\/p>\n
I read both twice.<\/p>\n
My sister held out her hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cDon\u2019t answer yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
I showed the messages to the supervisor.<\/p>\n
She asked whether I could preserve them and send copies through the hospital\u2019s designated process.<\/p>\n
I did.<\/p>\n
I kept the originals.<\/p>\n
That distinction mattered to her.<\/p>\n
She explained it simply, without making me feel foolish for not knowing.<\/p>\n
The first useful information arrived from the outpatient clinic.<\/p>\n
The medication had not all gone home with Vanessa.<\/p>\n
Some doses remained secured there.<\/p>\n
They would not be returned directly to Lily\u2019s bedside without checking storage conditions, documentation, and whether the packaging had remained intact.<\/p>\n
At first, that sounded unbearable.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou found it,\u201d I said. \u201cWhy can\u2019t you just bring it?\u201d<\/p>\n
The supervisor did not become defensive.<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause what reaches your daughter has to be safe as well as available.\u201d<\/p>\n
I closed my eyes.<\/p>\n
Another person was doing the work Daniel had pretended to value.<\/p>\n
Controls for a reason.<\/p>\n
This time, the reason was Lily.<\/p>\n
A replacement supply was also being transported from another hospital in the network. The team did not intend to rely on the recovered medication alone.<\/p>\n
I watched the clock.<\/p>\n
Every minute had edges.<\/p>\n
My sister walked down the hall and returned with coffee she knew I would not drink. She placed it beside the water.<\/p>\n
\u201cSomething warm,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n
I held the cup.<\/p>\n
The warmth helped my hands stop shaking long enough to sign another form.<\/p>\n
Around two, Daniel sent a message asking whether Lily was stable.<\/p>\n
I stared at it.<\/p>\n
Stable could mean too many things.<\/p>\n
Stable enough for him to breathe easier.<\/p>\n
Stable enough for him to argue no serious harm had occurred.<\/p>\n
Stable enough for him to return to the story he preferred.<\/p>\n
I replied only: Speak to the hospital.<\/p>\n
He called immediately.<\/p>\n
I did not answer.<\/p>\n
At three, a security officer came to the consultation room with the supervisor.<\/p>\n
I stiffened.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs he here?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNot at present,\u201d the officer said.<\/p>\n
He explained that staff wanted to know my preferences about visitors while Lily was critically ill.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t want him walking into her room.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ll document that and coordinate with the care team.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCan you actually stop him?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ll manage access under hospital policy and assess any immediate concerns.\u201d<\/p>\n
He did not promise more than he could control.<\/p>\n
That was becoming a pattern I recognized.<\/p>\n
The people helping us spoke carefully because their words had consequences.<\/p>\n
Daniel spoke confidently because he expected someone else to carry them.<\/p>\n
I asked whether I should make a police report.<\/p>\n
The supervisor told me the hospital was escalating the suspected diversion through its own channels and that I could also report what had been said to me.<\/p>\n
I said yes.<\/p>\n
There was no triumphant moment.<\/p>\n
I felt sick.<\/p>\n
Making a report did not make Lily safer retroactively. It did not put the missing hours back into her body.<\/p>\n
But silence would not protect her either.<\/p>\n
An officer arrived before dawn.<\/p>\n
My sister sat beside me while I spoke.<\/p>\n
The officer asked me to distinguish what I had seen from what Daniel had told me.<\/p>\n
I appreciated the question.<\/p>\n
I had seen Lily deteriorate.<\/p>\n
I had heard Daniel admit redirecting her assigned medication.<\/p>\n
I had not watched him enter the cancellation.<\/p>\n
I had not seen Vanessa receive the doses.<\/p>\n
Those details would need records and other witnesses.<\/p>\n
The officer wrote them separately.<\/p>\n
When I reached the sentence about Vanessa mattering more, I stopped.<\/p>\n
My sister put her hand against my back.<\/p>\n
I tried again.<\/p>\n
The officer did not ask me to repeat it a third time.<\/p>\n
By sunrise, the replacement medication had arrived.<\/p>\n
I saw no dramatic rush of a vial held aloft.<\/p>\n
A nurse checked a label.<\/p>\n
Another nurse checked it with her.<\/p>\n
They confirmed Lily\u2019s details against the order.<\/p>\n
The ordinary thoroughness of the process nearly made me cry harder than the emergency had.<\/p>\n
Dr. Bennett explained that treatment would not produce an instant recovery.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe need to watch how she responds.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWill you know today?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ll learn more today.\u201d<\/p>\n
I stood beside Lily while the team began.<\/p>\n
There was no music, no miraculous opening of her eyes.<\/p>\n
The monitor continued its steady work.<\/p>\n
Her body was still very sick.<\/p>\n
I stayed anyway.<\/p>\n
At seven, my sister persuaded me to wash my face.<\/p>\n
In the bathroom mirror, I looked like someone I might have passed without recognizing.<\/p>\n
There was a crease across my cheek from the chair.<\/p>\n
My hair had escaped its tie.<\/p>\n
I noticed an old stain on my shirt from the pear juice I had spilled packing Lily\u2019s lunch.<\/p>\n
Two days.<\/p>\n
It seemed impossible that the kitchen morning belonged to the same week.<\/p>\n
When I returned, the pharmacy supervisor was waiting.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ve confirmed the cancellation originated through your husband\u2019s credentials.\u201d<\/p>\n
I gripped the strap of my bag.<\/p>\n
\u201cCould someone else have used them?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat is something the investigation will assess. There are additional records.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat records?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAn instruction concerning the patient allocation. Delivery documentation. Communications with the receiving clinic.\u201d<\/p>\n
She paused.<\/p>\n
\u201cThere was no order from Lily\u2019s treating team authorizing the transfer.\u201d<\/p>\n
I felt no surprise.<\/p>\n
Only the dull pain of another fact becoming solid.<\/p>\n
Daniel\u2019s choices were leaving the space of my private knowledge.<\/p>\n
They were entering files other people would read.<\/p>\n
He could still explain.<\/p>\n
He could still deny.<\/p>\n
But he could no longer make the entire event depend on whether people considered his wife reasonable.<\/p>\n
Late that morning, Lily\u2019s blood pressure held more steadily.<\/p>\n
Dr. Bennett described it as an encouraging sign.<\/p>\n
I asked him to say encouraging again.<\/p>\n
He did.<\/p>\n
Then he reminded me she remained critically ill.<\/p>\n
I nodded.<\/p>\n
I could hold both truths if he gave me enough time.<\/p>\n
My sister went home to bring clean clothes.<\/p>\n
I stayed in the chair and watched Lily\u2019s face.<\/p>\n
A nurse taped a small handwritten sign to the wall where staff could see it.<\/p>\n
Lily likes to be told what you are doing.<\/p>\n
I read that sentence over and over.<\/p>\n
It was such a small act of respect.<\/p>\n
Even unconscious, my daughter was a person with preferences.<\/p>\n
Daniel had reduced her to a child whose future could be postponed.<\/p>\n
The nurse had remembered she deserved an explanation before someone touched her arm.<\/p>\n
By afternoon, the hospital\u2019s patient advocate introduced herself.<\/p>\n
She asked whether I had somewhere safe to go when Lily was discharged.<\/p>\n
The question unsettled me.<\/p>\n
Discharged sounded hopeful.<\/p>\n
Safe sounded less so.<\/p>\n
\u201cOur house,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
\u201cWill your husband be there?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s something we can help you plan around.\u201d<\/p>\n
I had not thought beyond the room.<\/p>\n
She did not force me to.<\/p>\n
She gave me a card and explained whom to call.<\/p>\n
Then she asked whether I wanted staff to use only my number for updates.<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
I changed the contact list.<\/p>\n
Such a small administrative act.<\/p>\n
Such a large consequence.<\/p>\n
Daniel had been the person I called whenever I needed help understanding Lily\u2019s care.<\/p>\n
Now I was asking the hospital to keep him from becoming the gate through which that care passed.<\/p>\n
He arrived shortly after four.<\/p>\n
I saw him through the glass before anyone told me.<\/p>\n
He wore the same navy jacket he had worn the morning Lily collapsed. His badge was missing.<\/p>\n
A security officer stood between him and the ICU entrance.<\/p>\n
Daniel gestured toward the unit.<\/p>\n
I could not hear his words.<\/p>\n
I knew the shape of them.<\/p>\n
I work here.<\/p>\n
That\u2019s my daughter.<\/p>\n
You\u2019re making a mistake.<\/p>\n
The charge nurse came inside.<\/p>\n
\u201cYour husband is asking to speak with you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m not leaving Lily.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe can speak with you in a consultation room if you choose. You don\u2019t have to do that now.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at Lily.<\/p>\n
Her eyes were closed. The machine near her bed made a soft, regular sound.<\/p>\n
I had wanted Daniel beside me for two days.<\/p>\n
Now I wanted a locked door between him and everything vulnerable.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs the supervisor still here?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen he can say what he has to say with her present.\u201d<\/p>\n
We met in the consultation room.<\/p>\n
The security officer remained outside.<\/p>\n
Daniel looked at the empty chair beside me, then at the supervisor.<\/p>\n
\u201cIs this necessary?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n
He sat.<\/p>\n
For a moment, he studied my face as if calculating which version of himself might work.<\/p>\n
Then he chose concern.<\/p>\n
\u201cHow is Lily?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCritically ill.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThey told me she\u2019s responding.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe crashed.\u201d<\/p>\n
His jaw tightened.<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t know she would.\u201d<\/p>\n
I could not speak.<\/p>\n
The supervisor did.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe need to discuss the medication transfer.\u201d<\/p>\n
He spread his hands.<\/p>\n
\u201cTemporary reallocation.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWithout authorization.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThere was supposed to be replacement stock.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAvailable when?\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked at me.<\/p>\n
I did not rescue him.<\/p>\n
The supervisor placed a printed record on the table.<\/p>\n
He glanced at it and changed posture.<\/p>\n
Not much.<\/p>\n
Enough.<\/p>\n
\u201cThis doesn\u2019t show the full context,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt shows a cancellation and an instruction to reroute patient-assigned stock.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was told the remaining allocation wasn\u2019t needed immediately.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBy whom?\u201d<\/p>\n
He named Dr. Bennett.<\/p>\n
My stomach dropped.<\/p>\n
The supervisor did not.<\/p>\n
\u201cDr. Bennett has confirmed he gave no such instruction.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThen perhaps there was confusion.\u201d<\/p>\n
She turned the page.<\/p>\n
\u201cYour message to the clinic described it as a physician-approved release.\u201d<\/p>\n
Daniel looked down.<\/p>\n
I watched him read words he had expected never to confront outside a screen.<\/p>\n
His claim had reached someone who knew exactly how to check it.<\/p>\n
For the first time, I saw fear in his face.<\/p>\n
Not for Lily.<\/p>\n
For the page.<\/p>\n
END PART 2<\/p>\n