\u201cI married Florence for shelter, security, and the future I thought her grand estate in the rolling hills of Montana could finally offer me.\u201d I told myself it was simple survival and nothing more than a strategic move, but after her funeral, her attorney handed me a small shoebox that proved Florence had known the truth about my intentions all along.<\/p>\n
\u201cI married Florence and, for a very long time, I called it survival because that sounded infinitely better than the ugly, rotting truth.\u201d Florence was seventy one, widowed, and possessed a gentle disposition that made everyone around her feel immediately at ease. I was twenty five, completely broke, buried deep in student debt, and sleeping in my beat up truck parked behind a small grocery store where the night manager kindly pretended he did not notice my presence. \u201cSo when Florence asked me to marry her one afternoon in the park, I did not hesitate to say yes.\u201d It certainly was not because I was in love with her.<\/p>\n
I called it survival because that sounded so much better than the truth. It was because her home had consistent heat, her refrigerator was always stocked with fresh food, and I was absolutely exhausted from having to wash my face in dingy gas station bathrooms before every job interview I could find. I was simply done fighting to stay alive on the streets.<\/p>\n
The first person I decided to tell was Blake, an old coworker from my last failed job who could make any cruel thought sound like a hilarious joke after he had downed two beers. We were sitting at a dive bar in the next town over when I leaned in and said, \u201cBlake, I am actually getting married.\u201d Blake almost spit his drink all over the sticky bar top. \u201cTo who exactly?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTo Florence.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe wealthy widow who lives in that big Victorian house on the hill?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBlake, I am serious, I am getting married to her.\u201d He held up his hands and whispered, \u201cKeep your voice down, everyone is looking at us.\u201d He leaned back in his chair, a crooked grin spreading across his face as he said, \u201cDamon, let us be real, that is not a marriage at all, that is just basic shelter with some very strange benefits.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt is a roof over my head, Blake,\u201d I muttered into my glass.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt could all belong to you for the rest of your life if you just wait long enough for her to kick the bucket.\u201d I knew I should have left that bar and walked away from him right then. Instead, I just stared at my beer and said, \u201cI am so tired, Blake, I am just tired of being cold every single night.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI am sick of the constant collection calls and I am tired of smelling like cheap gas station soap every time I walk into an office.\u201d He shrugged and took another sip of his drink before saying, \u201cSo you just found yourself a better plan than working for minimum wage.\u201d I did not have an answer for that. \u201cDamon, you know as well as I do that is not a marriage.\u201d<\/p>\n
Two weeks before the quiet courthouse wedding took place, Florence slid a thick manila folder across her polished oak kitchen table. \u201cWhat is this supposed to be?\u201d I asked, feeling my stomach tighten.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt is a prenuptial agreement, Damon,\u201d she replied calmly.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are actually being serious about this right now?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cLonely does not mean that I am careless or stupid,\u201d she said firmly. She folded her hands neatly on the table and continued, \u201cThe house stays in my name, my savings accounts stay mine, and if something ever happens to me, my legal will speaks for me.\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked at the papers and asked, \u201cYou actually think I am only after your money, Florence?\u201d She peered at me over the top of her reading glasses and said, \u201cI think that extreme hunger makes good people do some very ugly things, honey.\u201d My face burned with a sudden, sharp heat. \u201cI am not hungry anymore, not like I used to be.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo,\u201d she said softly, \u201cbut you still eat like someone might try to take the plate away from you at any second.\u201d I nodded and signed the document anyway because I had no choice. Paper was just paper, I told myself to feel better. Time changed everything, and I figured people often changed their wills as they got older.<\/p>\n
Everyone called her Florence, but she allowed me to call her Flo because she said it made her feel young again. That was the kind of person Flo was, she constantly left little pieces of herself in every room of the house. Most days, I was too wrapped up in my own greed to pick them up or even acknowledge them. But I definitely noticed the full pantry, the soft towels, the organized medicine cupboard, and all the doctor appointments clearly written on the fridge calendar. Every single appointment caught my immediate attention. Every new pill bottle I saw made me wonder exactly how much time she had left. Still, Flo treated me with more kindness than I ever deserved.<\/p>\n
One afternoon, Flo left a pair of new, expensive boots by the front door for me. Another week, a heavy winter coat was hanging there as well. \u201cI do not need your charity,\u201d I said, feeling defensive.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen just call it household maintenance,\u201d she replied, \u201cI simply do not like having muddy floors.\u201d When I told her I could buy my own coat, she just asked, \u201cCan you really?\u201d<\/p>\n
At our local diner, every waitress knew Flo by name and treated her like royalty. I absolutely hated that place because everyone loved her and they looked at me with clear suspicion. One afternoon, she stirred a spoonful of sugar into her tea and said, \u201cYou get awfully quiet whenever people are kind to me, why is that?\u201d I looked up from my plate, trying to hide my irritation.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou start tapping your fingers against the table, like you are busy counting who trusts me and who would be disappointed if they knew the truth about us.\u201d I forced a short, sharp laugh and said, \u201cThat is a whole lot of analysis to get from a single cup of tea.\u201d She touched the sleeve of my new coat and said, \u201cYou always look ashamed when I notice what you actually need.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI am not ashamed of anything,\u201d I lied.<\/p>\n
\u201cDamon,\u201d she said with that tone that cut right through my defenses.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am fine,\u201d I said, looking away from her gaze. Flo never chased a confession from me because she was far too patient for that. She just left the door open and waited to see if I had the courage to walk through it. I never did have that courage.<\/p>\n
One night, I found her sitting on the bottom stair with one hand pressed firmly against the wall for support. \u201cFlo, are you alright?\u201d I asked. She looked up, clearly annoyed that I had caught her in a moment of weakness. \u201cI am fine, I am just resting.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are sitting in the dark,\u201d I noted.<\/p>\n
\u201cI was just resting,\u201d she repeated, sounding exhausted.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are on the stairs, Florence.\u201d That made her sigh deeply as she struggled to stand. I helped her up, and for one brief, strange second, she leaned her full weight into me before pulling away. In the kitchen, I filled the kettle to make her tea.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou do not have to fuss over me,\u201d she said from her chair.<\/p>\n
\u201cI am just making tea,\u201d I replied, feeling restless.<\/p>\n
\u201cThen at least let the water boil before you dump the bag in,\u201d she teased. I glanced down at the kettle, feeling suddenly embarrassed and exposed. She laughed softly, and for a few minutes, the room felt almost normal, as if I were a real husband and she was not just a roof I was hiding under. Then my phone buzzed with a text message from Blake. \u201cHow is the retirement plan coming along?\u201d I glanced over at Flo, who was smiling at the mug I had made for her.<\/p>\n
\u201cDamon?\u201d she asked, sensing my shift in mood. \u201cIs everything all right?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYeah,\u201d I said, already typing a reply. \u201cJust Blake being his usual stupid self.\u201d I typed back, \u201cAll good, once she is gone, I am set.\u201d I absolutely hated myself for those two seconds of cruelty. Then I locked my phone and acted as if that short moment of self loathing was enough to cleanse my soul.<\/p>\n
Three mornings later, Flo dropped a silver spoon on the kitchen floor. I turned quickly from the stove and said, \u201cFlo?\u201d She gripped the counter with both hands, her mouth moved, but no words came out. \u201cHey, look at me,\u201d I said, moving toward her. Her knees buckled suddenly. I caught her before her head could hit the hard tile floor.<\/p>\n
At the hospital, a doctor with tired, sad eyes found me in the waiting room. \u201cI am sorry,\u201d he said, \u201cbut her heart simply failed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe was just eating jam,\u201d I whispered, not knowing what else to say.<\/p>\n
\u201cHey, look at me,\u201d I repeated, remembering her voice.<\/p>\n
The funeral was three days later and I wore the expensive coat she had bought me. Brenda, Flo\u2019s niece, saw the coat immediately and narrowed her eyes. \u201cOf course you chose to wear that,\u201d she said coldly.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt is freezing outside,\u201d I replied.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo, you still know exactly how to use her, even now that she is gone.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI was her husband,\u201d I snapped back.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou were just her latest project,\u201d Brenda said, turning away. That hit me much harder than being called a gold digger because a part of me knew it was entirely true. I was her husband, I told myself, trying to justify my presence. But deep under the thick layers of shame, one single thought kept pushing its way to the surface. The will.<\/p>\n
The next morning, I sat across from Mr. Callahan, Flo\u2019s family attorney, in his downtown office. \u201cThe house goes to Brenda,\u201d he stated simply. I sat forward, my heart racing. \u201cThat is not possible.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIt is entirely possible, Damon, it is clearly stated in her legal will.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut I was her husband,\u201d I argued.<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd you signed a binding agreement before the marriage ever took place.\u201d<\/p>\n
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